*So while I'm turning in my sheets

And once again, I cannot sleep

Walk out the door and up the street

Look at the stars

Look at the stars, falling down,

And I wonder where, did I go wrong. * ...missing those days, those time

DETERMINATION-//

T.T dun wanna talk alot le..
i hurt or made ppl sad when i sae something..
same mistake...

hmmm i guess i found my character?
Quiet; smile when suppose to dun smile when not suppose to; look juz look;

hmmm i find it so good when i stay quiet, smile when suppose to, and dun made comment..juz listen and know ish enough...

when i am trying to be funni i juz wanted ppl to be happy..smile(:
when i am quiet..sometime i am juz feeling tire feeling sad..other time it's my character..
when i am sad i juz hope ppl i will notice..
cried most of time when i dun understand and afraid..
i wanted to stay happi...i wanted everyone to be happi...
i wanted ppl to care 4 me but i also wanted to care for ppl..problem ish i dunno how to..all i could do ish listen to their sadness.. no comment.. nth..

when u told me tt..
from heaven to hell..

飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片要我怎么捡?

hey yo.. nvm^^ it's my hope it's my dream...and i will made it come ture..


Daddy Dj lyrics

Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on

You leave me once again home alone
The fridge is full but my heart is achin'
You think I can,t make it on my own
Just a kiss and you are gone

Another night like a million before
Another party where I'm not invited
As always you'll heat the dance floor
In front of your turntables going mad

Why don't you keep me close to you
I'm not anymore the kid you knew
Why should I stay deep in the blue
I wanna move my body too

(Chorus)
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let the music play, until the break of day

We've been aside since I meant to be
A part of you that was just awaking
My life with you is a fantasy
I am your prince and you are my king

You say your thing drives sometimes you insane
You think you're no good father and so you're ashamed
But all I want is to share your pain
Clubbin' the night along and having fun

Why don't you keep me close to you
I'm not anymore the kid you knew
I wanna feel this part of you
I wanna move my body too

(Chorus, x3)

Daddy DJ
Daddy DJ
Daddy DJ

Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on

Dumbdumb can cry 4 almost everyday..[from e day exam start] sometime dun even noe for wad..T.T...

hmmm ytd ss test nth much to sae abt it..then go mac wif hong and min..then go back sku wait FnN practical start..then after tt cook lor stand for 2hr..wade..after tt go home..hmmm then heres picture(: --->






25/9/07-x33


27/9/07 - da ge birthday..


28/9/07- draw for FnN known as tortise-chan..

lastly-->

29/9/07- Secret

piao luo hou cai fa xian zhe xing fu de sui pian yao wo zen me jian?
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片要我怎么捡?

Follow the notes upon a journey
At first sight marks one’s destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty keys

不管我们能不能再见
不管你会不会忘了我
我只想告诉你一个秘密 我爱你

我爱你 你爱我吗？

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH go crazy le larhx...
all i could do ish hope..-x33

i miss you x33

AHHHHHHHHHH die die die lol... time 2 2 2 2 2 2 post heehs..
ytd sad sad ): never meet dear..haiz..
but happy coz go down play candle wif hong yar ofcoz got funni thing happened haha..wait for hong to post lol..
hmmm then onli sleep for 3hr.. =.- wake up at 4.. but still very sleepy..
then prepare thing go sku..morning dunno wad happened larh sob lol.. duno mummy sae wad then sob.. then go sku stressed by the eng exam..nearly T.T Dumbdumb kekex..haiz.. nvm eng exam over liao also no hope liao lol.. dun think can do well for eng juz hope for a pass!!!
tmr ish chinese lataz go learn cheng yu wahahaha...haiz.. i didnt work hard enough larhx.. nowadays also very tire sleepy cannot study!!..
then lataz tonight daddy teach cook FnN thingy hahaha...
hui cheng gong ma? lol..
hmmmm kay then yao end here.. liao...
go rest then go study liao ^^

strawberry lala..!!
-x33

22sept2007
hahaha morning went mon side de grandhouse then afternoon go dad side de grandhouse take taxi there lol.. shuld be $7.20 i give $10 he return $3 lol.. then my bro blurblur go take =.- then i go up saw maid haha.. she going market for the first time lol.. then i pei her go... first go buy apple then go diff stall buy orange and li...heehs...then go back rush down meet hong and sally..then go tian di return comic then go bishan library study!!! haha... didnt study much larhx cant concentrate ...then ying xuan and jia ping came study tgt...then me and hong decided to go down kan got wad books can read then hong saw a book by ALLEN then she told me..then i saw walker leh? guess wad?? she took the book down and start walking HAHAHA... yar allen walker=.-...
then saw book of stair nice larhx lol.. but some kinda weird heehs...then walk around saw a book[ tittle: kicking the bucket in style] i was lik o.O wade teach ppl how to sucide lol lol..hmmm then go up wif hong to find sally they all..then go walk walk then GO HOME!!!
hmmm reach home mummy handmade orange juice for me 100% de horx!!! hahaha...dad and bro jealous after dinner they keep ask me give them drink ... heehs.. then hmmm go AMK central wif cousin uncle and daddy mummy...hmmm mon pei me go popular i wan buy book but horx go there for fun=.- brought nth lol.. waste time arhx!!! then go coffee shop cousin they all drinking coffee..then Go home... heehs...

hmmm actually this post is to post abt waad happen in library de lol...
coz really funni but i forgot le=.- tt's the problem haha..

nvm then gotta endd liao le lehx... heehs...

MORNING EVERYONE!!^^

15/09/07
go study wif ling jie^^


different and similarity
















Secret-

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grandpa fall down, he went to market in the rain to buy apple for my older cousin coz my cousin sae b4 he lik tt kind of apple..and it left a few and juz nice my cousin is coming back ytd..he went to the market and when on the way back fall down..so sad.. haiz..

170907
hmm todae FnN test still can bah.. history lesson very tire..sleepy.. then math lesson not tire liao coz learn trigo hahaha.. madd..!!
hmm then go home heehs lalala....

i.. miss you.. x33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUN CHUN HUI heehs..
hmm todae chinese oral =.-|| haha i got teacher chinese name lol.. but over all conver i think can bah coz she didnt ask much question? haha..

picture--->

while watching new then the person playing dunno wad use effect take lol..


hi five to the floor haha..!!


ahem!!OMG my brother when small haha!!cute right?


fish T.T dun let me take lol keep move!!


JACK AND SALLY? i think so bah lol..


nice right?

The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage


Sit tight, I'm gonna need you to keep time
Come on just snap, snap, snap your fingers for me
Good, good now we're making some progress
Come on just tap, tap, tap your toes to the beat
And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
Don't you see, I'm the narrator, and this is just the prologue?

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Applause, applause, no wait wait
Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make:
It seems the artists these days are not who you think
So we'll pick back up on that on another page

And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
Don't you see, I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, swear to shake it up

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes

OMG damn hahaha!!! going crazy~ lol.. juz watch finish The nightmare before christmas HEn hao kan hahaha...!!

ai yi ge ren shi bu xu yao hui bao de..zi yao ta kai xin x33 yin wei ai ta..//

JACK so CUTE!!

Do You Know? (The Ping Pong Song)

Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?

Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?

Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don’t talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
There's a question: Is she needed?
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did
I could never see us ending like this.

(Do you know?)

Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never ever happened to me.

(Do you know?)

But after this episode I don’t see
You could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?

Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?

Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?

Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know how it feels?)
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know how it feels?)

(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)


110907
hahaha todae didnt sleep in class even though i sleep late and wake up early!! yay!!..=.- and i done my math HW!!! lol.. tt topic very interesting *trigonometry*..

hmmmm how i wish my class will listen to mr koh he so nice lor!! dun bully him horx...!!! oo ya and chen lao shi she also very nice lor plzplzplz listen to the teacher.. it's gonna be really difficult to teach the class if we so noisy...todae see her teach till lik gonna cry le..sobz help her cry haha...jkjk...

hmm then i end here le bah...
ehh dear u gonna do the 10 weird thingy? heehs >.<
kay then miss ya muaccks =x tc..

GAME OVER?!//replay? plz put in one dollar coin.. //sank you!!// =DD
*once the life game over no more chance to play again..

10 weird things about mie -

* i can dun smile for half a day heehs. *
* sae zi ji shi baiichii. *
* If nth do will suddenly fa dai. *
* I don't drink milk!! *
* Can dun talk for half a day. *
* Blame myself for most of the thing. *
* Watch show can watch till cry if sad, if exciting can jump around. *
* clusmy girl.dumbdumb *
* loves to keep things to myself (: [same as ling jie]^^ *
* forgive ppl easily *

done my quiz , now 6 people turns =D

' DEAR
' Heiichii
' hong chii
' green chii
' purple chii
' orange chii

heehs gotta end here le sorries*

I MISS YOU DEARx33

hmmm todae oral test hahaha die lor... still got wad haiz eng fail? how? MG lor.. there is nothing i could do right now..

life ish juz like a game but the different between game and life game is life game will game over no matter wad...

hmmmm lala hen sleepy now.. hen xiang sleep...zzzz

todae FnN and history class yao sleep liao lol.. then the FnN book i highlight till very ugly=.-
lataz no mood study tt chpt =.- haha..

hmmm after oral use comp go see ppl that i dunno de blog found two mother blog haha..

Mother 1
Mother 2

i like some of the pic haha..

jue de zi ji hen ben hen fan ren
mei you xiang dao qi ta ren de gan shou..
cries* haiz.. wo hen selfish horx..?

hen hai pa ni tao yan wo..
yin wei zi ji hen zi si..
xi wang ni kai xin que hao xiang bian de bu kai xin..
wo xiang tai duo le mah?

every time i sae i did my best but the fact ish wo hai zuo de bu gou.
shuo yao nu li que mei ban dao..!!

wo shi ze me le?
shi wo de cuo bah?
dui bu qi de dui bu qi yin wei wo shuo le dui bu qi..

i suddenly found myself irritating lol..!!! lalala...Todae BERNARD birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNARD.

hmmmm siianz... todae 5am sleep haha watch vcd i think lol damn funni keep laugh laugh dad sae i siiao liao lol...hen jiu mei you laugh till lik tt le.. (:
hmmm wads so funni abt the vcd neh? i forgot le lol... the action and the talking bah haha..ithink*

hmm lataz continue watch lol..

12345678.. i counted again 1234... 3 step for one sec lol!!! ahhhhh now damn cold!!!

if i... give up walking will you come and reach for me?
if i didnt ask for meet.. will u ask me?.. i miss you my dear..

hahahaha todae did nth again..!! chatted wif my grandma..i dunno wad she talk abt she dunno wad i talking abt hahaha... but i like chatting wif her coz she dunno wad i talking abt.. but i am there trying to noe wat she talking abt lol...haiz... hmmm didnt meet dear todae..

days and nights.. how i wish i could juz.. sleep.. in my own dream land .. i cant keep on smiling i am tired.. let me rest? haha.. but no place for me to rest.. and all i could sae ish nvm(: ...

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala dream.... of dreaming...

todae sleep a while in the morning after wake up lol.. then i dream of my maid she got one room then and a fridge she come back from market? i think.. then she open her fridge inside alot ferrero rocher really ish alot then still got other kind of chocolate lol.. sotsot le then she give me one =.- !!!! hahaha.. am i hungry when i dream??!! lol... no larhx haha.. ish i alot day never touch chocolate lol... i guess xPP.. haha such a weird dream...

he sae tt he wont even care if i die... how hurt... but there ish nth i could do.. so nvm(:
yin wei mei you xuan zhe.. my life isnt for myself but for others..i am alive for other ppl..once nobody care it will die..

haiz smile smile smile dont care ler..



ok larhx everything ish going wrong!! hahaha..

ku dao lei le..hao xiang shui..bu yao shang xin , yao kai xin yin wei wo ai ni x33 (:

也许我, 自己太在意被抛弃, 无法忍受黑暗的沉默, 孤寂..

i miss you , i love you dear x33


木乃伊.

你说要我 死了这颗心
最好永远 存放在埃及
像木乃伊 保持着生命
敲也敲不破
连时间都忘记
你一直唠叨的所谓真理
剖开的心 就看到我不是她的记忆
要我节哀 虽然她不该
如果看不开
我怎么活过来
爱~ 木乃伊的心在烧
金字塔里 闷到老
也许我 自己太 在意 被抛弃
无法忍受 黑暗的 沉默孤寂
木乃伊的 心在跳
抱着希望 慢慢熬
我鼓起 最后的 一分力 撑下去
相信真爱 就在我醒来 的新世纪~

你说要我 死了这颗心
最好永远 存放在埃及
像木乃伊 保持着生命
敲也敲不破
连时间都忘记
你一直唠叨的所谓真理
剖开的心 就看到我不是她的记忆
要我节哀 虽然她不该
如果看不开
我怎么活过来
爱~ 木乃伊的心在烧
金字塔里 闷到老
也许我 自己太 在意 被抛弃
无法忍受 黑暗的 沉默孤寂
木乃伊的 心在跳
抱着希望 慢慢熬
我鼓起 最后的 一分力 撑下去
相信真爱 就在我醒来 的新世纪~

oohh~ 木乃伊的心在烧
金字塔里 闷到老
也许我 自己太 在意 被抛弃
无法忍受 黑暗的 沉默孤寂
木乃伊的 心在跳
抱着希望 慢慢熬
我鼓起 最后的 一分力 撑下去
相信真爱 就在我醒来 的新世纪~

continued from ytd haha!!!...
totally NO MOOD to study hahaha..
tthis few day never study so relax but not very larhx still got other thing made me stress lol..

hmmm yar ytd i posted abt going tpy central haha.. go there wif mom and bro then bro go popular mom pei me go buy bag..then i pei her go buy bag lol.. gotta a new bag heehs.. (: then find bro and dad go kou fu eat dinner.. dun feel lik eatting but no choice!! mummy there!!=.- haha anyway i onli ate half of it.. then go back home hmmm watch TV... then do nth lol..then sleep i guess?? haha... hmmm boring life!!!

tue=todae=04092007
reach sku when going up AVA room saw ms chin then she gif me key.. then open AVA room sit inside ... wait.. lol...ppl come blablabla then start oral practice alot funni thing larhx haha hmmm but not gonna type out lazy >.<... then after oral practice go home put thing change clothes go tpy central wif hong coz she also gonna buy bag... took bus73 damn long lor lol..then buy hao le go popular kan book kan hao le... hong go buy fishyball then take MRT go bishan popular kan book again yar alot book very nice (: then take 55 GO HOME!! haah... and tt all lor...

this few day very siianz lalala...


lying there looking at at.. the light she was abt to reach..* -

lala first day of sku holiday -nth do* lol

yar i didnt do hw i did nth at all lol.. juz now playing catch rain myself coz intenet cannot connect lol.. damn bore finally can connect liao heehs..haiz.. sianz

sianz sianz sianz sianz....

lataz going tpy central wif parent hmmm...if got any interesting thing come back post again^^ heehs...now fa dai liao...


. one by one all leaving her wif memories .
days and nights she had slowly forgotten who she is , even till she die..

*Last chance* cherish everything, dun regret when the last chance gone, coz it's gonna be the last and nomore.

sat and sun watched 7oclock de tian ya xia yi though watch before le but still wanna watch again haah hen hao kan and touching lor..sat de more touching the girl is from life force she help ppl in kenya then after she come back from kenya she kena hit down by a car when tt night she had dinner wif her bf Doc.wangfu and her bf gave her his house key wif a very nice keychine ...

yar tt a little bit abt the show lol the starting onli haha still got alot!!!...

ytd "morning" lol..watched a new dvd wif dad..[father and son] so touching nearly cried lol really got tear in my eye =.- hmm i forgot then name liao but got one daddy he is a newbie daddy he dun lik children but out of nowwhere he suddenly had a child of 6-7 year old..he was told tt his ex-wife gave birth to the child name jimmy wifout telling him as she noe tt he dun lik children however..his ex-wife died half a year ago and during those time jimmy were taken care by his grandma..as his grandma wanted to go for holiday wif her honey she looked up for jimmy daddy to take care of him...at first relationship between the father and son were lik hell lol.. however i dunno how to type liao lol.. yar the father and son each other as time past but one day jimmy grandma came back to bring jimmy back..[* sry jimmy is from U.S.A] ahh srysry i dunno how type liao lol.. but very touching when jimmy was on the way to airport..his dad put a card in his bag write "remember me"...then when the dad go back his room his son also write a cut "dont forget me" wif a cup + picture wif his dad on the cup..

fish dyingT.T [uncle de fish]
yar i missed the last chance of looking at it.. the fish was dying as it kena illness but i dunno wad illness...the fish used to be so active always play wif it when go uncle house coz nobody pei me todae go uncle house no mood then never go see fish then my mom tell me fish going die liao i was lik err...?? dun dare go see i will cry lol..then i sitted quite far away and see..tears in eye onli...

picture Time--->


hamtaro negative


hamtaro in water


hamtaro yellow force


super hamtaro lol


yellow force professional hamtaro


the dropped out water baby






ah gong and ah ma

hmmmm..haix FEEL lik pulling all my keyboard key out , cracking the wall, pull open the wall,pull open all those thing tt is totally impossible to open lol..siao siao le..
hmmm ytd*

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!

hmmmm morning assembly =.-||| nth to sae lor...then is art lesson kinda bore sit alone draw haha... then xj and kk started running run and run =.- i dunno for wad lol.. then ish PE my PE is play snake 3 lol.. hong de new phone haha.. then play till the snake very long liao gotta end coz class ending lol.. then jojo take my clip play =.- clip my shirt then i clip his shirt lol..then forgot take back frm him haha mayb during sku holiday go back sku then get back from him^^ hmmm after PE ish recess did nth...then the concert for teacher day start bored falling asleep..!! coz tired..then going one le then end=.- went home put thing then go meet pri sku frenz^^ haha they playing bb then i throw 2 time onli then never play le.. then go tgps but horx the ppl sae visiting time over cannot go in =.- dots... then they sae stay outside till cher come out lol.. then also wait for peizhen to come haha..then soon or mayb not soon i dunno lol yay cher come out liao haha!!! finally get to see her haha ms vasanthi ... lol and we stand outside and talk hmm mayb not we bah me and peizhen never talk haha.. then peizhen gif ms vasanthi ROSE haha..yar then talk talk then she sae she confirm will organise a party for her ex-student and wanted all of us to go lol..yar hmm then she gtg le then wish her happy teacher day then she go take taxi liao...after tt left the rest of us standing there thinking where to go... in the end all go diff place lol.. me and ling go bbt shop then go underblock drink bbt...then chat chat then go home le..

yar tt's all for ytd...

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